In my earlier post on motivation I wrote about how I've lost the motivation to do my crafts, which used to be a big part of my life. Since then I've come to the realization that I'm just not interested in them any more. The same thing has happened with music. I have a big music collection, but now I never listen to it. Nowadays I really value silence. I could listen to the expanding silence for hours, but I don't get that chance much in the city.
I really feel like I'm going through a period of immense change, not just physically with getting off the meds, but in all areas. I have a strong urge to throw everything away and start from scratch. I'm of two minds on that still. On one hand, I think it is true that clearing out the old will make way for new and improved. It creates stagnant energy in your life to hold onto things. Yes, the more I think about that the more I like the idea.
But then on the other hand, when I move back into my own place I'm going to need all that stuff. There is a lot of nice stuff in there. It would be prudent to keep it.
I guess I can split the difference, and do a little purging. Really, I bet I could get rid of literally half the stuff I own now and not have my future comfort impacted. Well, problem solved.